(38f) (36m) I almost cheated on my husband I have not told him

I have already been with my husband for eighteen years now, 12 of them dating and 6 married. And I can honestly I love the guy even more now that we have spent so much period together and he feels exactly the same. We got through three years of long distance relationship simply 1 year after we began dating, and then again a year associated with long distance because of my job. And we never even interested the idea of a breakup, so sure we were of each additional.

After we eventually did marry after dating for almost 12 years, we were blessed along with twin girls and truthfully I couldnt wish for anything more to be happy. Our baby twins are 4 years old and understandably after they were created our intimate life took a hit. We try to spend more time with each other as much as possible but its not at all times possible. Our twins are usually super energetic so they maintain both of us on our feet. He is a very involved father and husband so we are spent by the time the day ends.

I recently went to a function conference for a week and this is where I almost cheated. On the last day our colleagues and me had been sitting and drinking in the hotel bar and eventually they left one by one. I was getting one last drink before leaving when a guy sitting on the seat by our side. He started with small talk and eventually started enhancing and flirting with me. And am have to 100% honest here, I was enjoying it because it has been so long since somebody was showing interest in me. And drunk me has been taking in the attention. Eventually he or she asked me to come to his room after some time about not arouse any accusations and got up and went to get an extra space key from the reception. When he went away, I abruptly woke up from our stupidity and ran aside to my room. In my drunk state I thought he would adhere to me so I couldnt actually sleep properly because of the concern.

I want to be clear here, I have no desire to be unfaithful and neither am We unsatisfied or unhappy. But I am feeling incredibly responsible at my actions of that evening. I am yet to tell my hubby though, I just feel therefore ashamed to admit it to him. I need some strategies how to confess my activities to him. Please help me.

Edit- I prefer the advise I am getting and I have decided I am going to write the letter to him and confess. Its not regarding putting my guilt upon him, rather if I start keeping stuff from him then that does bode well for our future as being a couple. I will do it these days.