Revise: I (26m) have a continuous urge to cheat in my girlfriend (26F) because of the lack of sexlife.

Tldr: She was cheating, the lady isn' t even certain the baby is mine. My entire life is falling apart 2 days before Christmas.

First post right here

So before making work today I also told my brother I needed him to choose my son up on the house because I need to talk with my girlfriend. He did so and I sat her downward and told her we honestly needed to talk.

My spouse and i explained to her how I is feeling neglected physically thinking that if something I achieved was the cause she should tell me so I can fix it. Your mom assured me this wasn' t it and insisted she didn' t really know what caused it.

We pushed a little and declared that this reply wasn' testosterone good enough because it' h being going on for far too much time. I told her we had to consider counselling or I may leave because the lack of physical intimacy was mental torture. This self esteem was shot and am was feeling unwanted by your 1 woman who' s supposed to care about me essentially the most.

Well this struck an important nerve and she broke down weeping. She told me she' g been seeing someone else as well as reason she wasn' t in the mood was because he would come over 3/4 days and nights a week so her desires were being met. I' e destroyed. I really and truelly am. When I asked the amount of time she said about a couple of 1/2 years. Then my mom said she wasn' big t sure that our son had been mine…

I got up to leave she begged me to not. Told me she loved me and she was sorry and additionally everything but I couldn' t even look at the woman. I' m currently in a vehicle in a parking lot crying and vomiting. The last 2 years connected with my life have been a make an excuse. My baby boy may not even possibly be mine and the love with my life has destroyed all the things we built together.

To everyone here who seem to actually took the time to listen to me personally and offer good advice I enjoy you alot. From the earliest post my inbox has become flooded with support.

To people who jumped to ideas and made me feel like clips for even questioning your girlfriend in the first place please stop being this way. People come here for counsel and you all spent an hour or more bashing and attacking me earlier.

As well as u/lemongrabsme don' t notify random people to commit self-murder. One day you' ll point out it to someone who truly does it and that' ll be blood on your ownership

If you have hateful comments When i won' t be responding, I' ve got good enough to deal with mentally right now.